this heaven gives me migraines

all my friends hate tim buckley

2010-03-25T02:47:00.001+11:00

there's a bite in the air that clashes with my bare shoulders
wednesday 10:30; a mix of 'milk' shampoo and nicotine
cold air nose run, sinuses like abused sand paper
a cigarette looking at our 'if the world ends...' spot
red balloons and laughing and gtr ended too soon
but you know i didn't ever like triangles

so don't go changing

2010-03-16T20:35:00.001+11:00

somtimes i want to tell you it's not fair, but then you don't care about things like that anyway...

2010-01-03T19:02:00.001+11:00

can life just be a 10 minute Wooden Shjips song?

2009-12-09T00:57:00.001+11:00

"it just seems like you agreed to have a certain personality or something, for no reason. just to make things easier for everyone but when you think about it, i mean how do you know if it's even you?"

free

2009-12-04T20:29:00.000+11:00

shirking shoes i wish they were optional

2009-12-01T23:11:00.001+11:00

WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING

2009-10-21T23:03:00.001+11:00

my heart feels like this

yr warm; i'm cold

2009-10-18T23:46:00.003+11:00

"because yr face says sex when you smile dear, it's written in huge suburban letters and the letters say tenderness to me it all says sex and dance with me, all because now, dear don't you love the city? don't you love the idea of city romance? yr my modern suburban pretty"

2009-10-18T22:41:00.003+11:00

lost and then found drunk but so kiss on the cheek grateful problems from the past finally eye contact, cheekbones and all much too much my eyes hurt and yr a shadow disappearing around the corner my eyes are so painfully aware of but yr much too beautiful for me

this heaven gives me migraines

2009-10-09T21:13:00.000+11:00

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2009-09-29T23:43:00.004+10:00

we all played nice but there was nothing nice about it he kept looking at things he shouldn't and i was too stubborn to move an inch he told me in no uncertain terms the uncertainty of the situation but i just. laughed. in his face and rolled a cigarette so he wouldn't see the expression on my face.

DSHW

2009-09-29T23:40:00.001+10:00

i wore these same boots when i ran away from you at 3am in the rain the rain in yr hair was what started it all in the first place drunk & v-neck inside out and i owed you

rah

2009-09-29T23:37:00.001+10:00

my hands are tired today; far too shaky to roll a decent cigarette
weeks wearing leopard print but you and i both know i'm a tiger deep down

you said it was yesterday

2009-09-29T23:32:00.004+10:00

i don't know if it's you or if it's me oh i don't know i don't know

voyeur

2009-09-21T01:53:00.001+10:00

his and hers jeans so they can unravel at the seams
coffee as a prop but
you don't go
he told me it lasted longer than anyone gave it credit.

2

2009-09-21T01:49:00.001+10:00

they were like a married couple
he read the paper and she
stared into space
open book but wrapped in plastic

surry hills

2009-09-15T01:26:00.002+10:00

sunday morning slap in the face across the street haphazardly jay walking black boots over dirty white lines inclined to take an incline in a rush cigarette and everything at once periphery my downfall and you're against a door always one foot in the door the same jacket i wore and gave back before the the words you couldn't take back my hair's close to on end lip between teeth my eyes look anywhere but at you always thin ice and i don't want it to crack you crack a smile - so familiar - my lips are numb no man's land i hesitate

lines

2009-08-30T16:45:00.001+10:00

no matter,
we've been on different frequencies all year
now that i'm not a stone's throw away I wouldn't trust you further than i could throw you.

wired/wireless

2009-07-06T16:41:00.003+10:00

even when i sleep
it's just places spewing faces i've seen all too much
so i've been listening to the blues.

send a cage thru the post / make yr name like a ghost

2009-07-06T16:21:00.002+10:00

a weekend in leopard print
in denial about winter.
tuesday blues come two days early
yr gorgeous but you bore me

brokenails

2009-07-06T16:11:00.002+10:00

i constantly feel like i am just getting to know my hands;
so how could i ever know anything like the back of my hand?

george st

2009-07-06T15:59:00.001+10:00

prepaid faces
i need double bow laces.

smoke break

2009-06-01T23:05:00.001+10:00

sitting on ledges swinging legs,
there's no need to run a walk will suffice.

tired of back tracking

2009-06-01T02:16:00.004+10:00

i'm now buying into 'back on track'
3 names figuratively scratched
from crumpled paper long misplaced.
clock and dagger/off the radar,
when you call me i don't pick up anymore.

warming up

2009-06-01T02:15:00.003+10:00

yes & no
walk & talk
teeth & nail
black & white
coffee & cigarettes

01.06.09

2009-06-01T02:14:00.001+10:00

winter means sheets to chins.

s&m

2009-06-01T02:09:00.001+10:00

yr brow is wrinkled like discarded paper.
i want to smooth it but hardly know how

newly nude

2009-06-01T02:08:00.000+10:00

JACKETS THAT HUG.

repetition

2009-05-22T00:11:00.003+10:00

so so
well well
mirror mirror
yeah yeah yeah
same old same old
hey hey
die die die
bye bye
wait wait wait
emergency emergency
meow meow
blah blah
please please please

well well

2009-05-21T20:24:00.002+10:00

how funny the power we have over each other

walkawayhangupdropoffbreakupfuckoff.

over&over&over&over&over

thursday i don't care about you

2009-05-21T20:15:00.003+10:00

"33 thanks" and i am so into twee
autumn's ending and i took a leaf out of yr book
rule of thumb and i am hitchhiking somwehere new
so fucking bored of maybes to yes or no questions.

3am

2009-05-20T02:51:00.004+10:00

worried about missing autumn

i don't like yr widows peak

2009-05-20T02:45:00.002+10:00

you probably like girls with long hair
in all black
with SLR cameras hanging from their necks

i want longer legs to walk away

anyway

2009-05-19T01:10:00.000+10:00

he spoke so drawn out.
"hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...niiiice to mmmeet youuu"
and held my hand for longer than necessary.

but what is necessary, anyway?

william st

2009-05-17T22:20:00.001+10:00

is 1 am
broken bass amps
everyone wearing too much black
& always seeing someone i know.

this heaven gives me migraines

2009-05-17T21:41:00.000+10:00

over sized shirt posing as a dress
conor with one 'n'
old hat via old friend

...feeling fond of tall people